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good day everyone. (:

hows the new year 2012 treating all of you?

i remember how i used to say i have so many months before i leave to australia to further my studies. look now, i have less than a month! :( im excited and not so excited at the same time. excited maybe because its gonna be a brand new start for me, new faces, new lifestyle, new environment, so many new things and i can leave some things i dont wanna have here. and NOT EXCITED because firstly, im gonna miss my boyfriend so much as well as my parents, then im gonna miss my lovelies here.

im so used to having my parents around to back me up or even just be around and im definitely not a spoil brat :p and im sure i'll miss them so much despite how much they nag & nag & nag and never get bored of repeating the same thing over & over & over again, make fun of me, laugh at me, sometimes, even they dont make sense! -_- but at the end of the day they are the ones i will run back to when i need a shoulder to cry on, i need someone to listen to me or even when i just need them to be there.

im not gonna miss my brother cause he's coming with me. meh* :D

i grew up as my daddy's little girl, always. and now that i know im leaving him and mumsie back here alone without the company of me and my brother, without us pissing them off or even without us screaming and messing around at home. this house is gonna be so different without us. & i know they'll always be worrying about the both of us far from home.

my one and only pretty mummy (:

&

of course my daddy (:

iloveyouuu both daddy & mummy!

(i dont even know if you'll ever read this but somehow i really hope you both do. ive never had brought myself upfront to the both of u saying all these. :/)

besides them,

for the past one year. i've gotten so comfortable and used to being around my baobei. someone who is so different, who's always been my support. to be honest, i have never thought id ever get to meet or even be with someone like him but i did. this was a completely different relationship! he's my bestfriend and my boyfriend. i really dont know how i will ever get used to not having you around. you've always been there, & im with you almost everyday and a few days without you would make me feel uncomfortable. (i know it sounds dramatic, but whatever :p) i'll always remember how you've stayed up late for me, how you get so worried about me every time i'm out, the way you watch me when im sick, the way you tried to hide your tears and finally broke into tears infront of me *shyy*, how you always do silly things just to see me smile again :D, how you give me hugs and kisses everyday and just reminding me how much u love me and how you just take care of everything on behalf of me. thank you for loving me, for everything you've done for me and us. im glad you're apart of me now.

iloveyouu.

many have asked.

why on earth did i pick ADELAIDE, Australia?

many said it was a boring place, i'll die there, i'll have nothing to do & stuff like that. but c'mon, your life depends on how live it. & to be honest, im kinda tired of the whole partying day to night and night to day thing. so i'm not really worried about the partying and stuff.

i just wanna live a simple life.

& im proud of myself for being able to make such a change. from how i used to party everyday & every night. drinking almost everyday, that hectic lifestyle.. nahh. (:

love

jeslynling